Happy Birthday to My Prince Charming!

To my beloved Prince Charming, ♥

The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to the heaven and I haven't gone down until now! Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized that I have already fallen in love with you, and yes ... I am so in love with you! ♥

In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. (Remember the first time I told you this?) I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I am sure that you have no inkling of the magnitude of exactly what they mean to me. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart. ♥

You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal (Not just to Royal that is! :D ), caring, loving, passionate, handsome and the incredibly lovable man I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. ♥

I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us. Today, I give my life to you - my heart, my mind and my soul ... I belong to you now.

This may start sounding like a poem ... I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.

Happy Birthday, My Prince, I love you so!

Yours and only yours,
~ Cinderella ~ 

22.06.2011 ~ When Cindy turned twenty~

22.06.2011

It’s Cinderella’s birthday! :)

It is special than other birthdays she passed for she finished her teenage from this day. In the end of this special day she sits back and lets her mind drift on thinking about the days that have passed, on how far she has ‘achieved’ things in life for life is an eternal quest about knowing oneself. 

She remembers how she spent her childhood in a beautiful rural village for her mother had to move to that village to complete her rural appointment as a teacher. It was not an ordinary sophisticated life that many of Cinderella’s friends got to follow when they were small. Yet, it was full of rich experiences and she was able to grow up without being spoiled by modern luxuries. She saw how flowers bloom in the morning, heard the chirps and songs of birds, touched the earth and amazed at the way rain had carved patterns on it. She grew up seeing and being with people – ordinary people – the real people.

Today, when she turned 20, she got to understand the life is solely about achieving people. The true success of it is not measured by how much money you got in your bank account, nor from how many degrees you have got in your pocket. It is all about how many people you have won through.


In the moment you close your eyes to blow your birth day candles, the whole world stops. It is a rare moment to in which you feel so grateful for being so much loved and cared. :) She takes this as an opportunity to thank all her friends who made her feel really like a princess in her special day.

She is a person who loves herself so much having a good confidence in herself. She's contented with the things she has achieved so far in her life. Living through 20 years has not been an easy task.In this blissful moment, Cinderella takes a deep breath, smiles and utters these words.

“I am Me. In the entire world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it .
I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. 
I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. 
Because I own all of me,
 I can become intimately acquainted with me. 
By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts.
 I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. 
However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. 
If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and that's the best I can be! ”

Life, indeed, is beautiful!

:)